October 2004
Eight Easy Steps
Sometimes i feel so small. Like i could just blend into the background of the shuffling world. • It's odd how sometimes people sound so cold and distant to you, even though you know they don't mean it, yet you can't shake it from your head. You know it's not the truth... but the unwanted cold …
This Grudge
I am looking for recommendations for word processing programs for Mac's. I'm running Panther. I have Appleworks, and am not fond of microsoft word. Perhaps i just need to learn to use Appleworks better. But right now, being a university student, and doing lots of papers and such, i need a very …
Ther Thunder Rolls
A few words from the published past; • "Happiness is like chocolate, you can never get enough of it" • "Don't look the gift horse, dog, cat, fish, llama, or armadillo for that matter in the mouth because they could have big teeth or bad breath and you might enjoy it and become addicted to it …
Excuses
Let's see what has changed over the past couple months..... • Am I happy? School going well? Relationships with friends? With Boyfriend? With family? Are you sleeping? Lost or gained any weight? Stress level? Worries? Job? Hobbies? • Check. • How can a person really answer these questions …
Madrigals
Sometimes all it takes is someone saying that certain something to make something clearer. A little reassurance. A thoughtful remark.
There You Are
I think bands should start playing earlier, so I can stay and watch all of them. • I hate having things rubbed in my face, even if it is not done so purposely. I hate being reminded of my mistakes of the past. I'm going to join the circus.
You Know
A few random notes that I have been meaning to post: • Liz and I went to the PEI Colt Sale on friday. There were some pretty cute horses there, many that may have their names in the history books. One of the Colts sold for $100,000!!! To a man in Ontario. I have that horses drool on my jacket …
Please Forgive Me
Lately I've been feeling like i really have to watch what i say. I'm skirting around things, choosing "safe" subjects. I'm used to doing this to a certain extent, with strangers and such. But i've been feeling like i have to do this with everyone i know. I hate it. I finally feel like i have some …
Pretty Things
So i stopped into Aldo today on my way home from class. I wanted to check on the clogs i had been eyeing, so see if they had gone on sale. Now i've grown a passion for boots... and shoes i guess, though i love boots more., so it is dangerous for me to go into a shoe store alone. And dangerous it …
The Tantrum
I'm sitting here at my desk, and staring out the window at the trees bending and blowing in the wind. I'm procrastinating of course, and this songs/poem comes to mind. • The wind's in a tizzy. • The wind's in a snit. • The wind is so cranky • It's taking a fit! • It's shaking the signs …
Beautiful Freak
A wise friend once told me that i should write down all the things that make me happy. So i have finally decided to take her up on that offer. These things make me happy for all different reasons. From funny things... to things that make me feel safe and secure or relaxed.. which leads to me being …