Every now and then I get these feelings that I can be easily replaced. That everything I love and want can be taken away from me. Or that my plans are going to be uprooted leaving me with nothing. I don't like these feelings. I wonder if there is any justification in me having them. Some of these things have happened before. I think that's why I believe they can happen again. Perhaps it's because I've had a good year and I'm wondering if it was too good and that i don't deserve it. I have great people surrounding me, I have had a successful year in school, I have a fantastic job, and I have my health. I like to think I deserve to keep these things and that they want to keep me.
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2:30 am | 28 December 2006Mike
I'm keeping you.
8:31 am | 28 December 2006Maria
:).
12:42 pm | 30 December 2006John
And, excuse me, but you do have a blood contract with the shoppe.... so we get to keep you too!
12:38 am | 2 January 2007liz
sometimes i wonder if things are only going so well because something really bad is about to sneak up on me..
but maybe we're paranoid?
I'm keeping you too. "you've got a friend in me" read the lyrics!
6:40 pm | 3 January 2007Amber
I think sometimes that I worry about stuff a lot, because I have this irrational belief that if I worry about something bad happening, then it won't.
You know how when something bad happens, people always say "I never expected it to happen to me." I think that things are going too well, that something bad is going to happen. But maybe, if I worry enough, then it won't.
I've never heard anyone say "Yeah, I knew they were going to die in a car accident."
:(
8:01 pm | 6 January 2007Bec
Take it from the QUEEN of worrying...
Here's the key...you just have to become self-absorbed, and eliminate everything from your life that could possibly cause you to worry in the first place...Okay, that's a little dire, but if we didn't worry about these things sometimes (and for others, more frequently)...then we'd be pretty abnormal. Not that there's anything wrong with that either ;)