bullet proof...i wish i was
I don't know why I post things like this. It makes people worry. But I have to put it somewhere.
Should I be scared?
I wonder if I should worry?
What is this going to change?
What is my family feeling?
What is SHE feeling?
Is SHE scared?
What does this mean?
I want facts,I want info.
I need answers that will tell me nothing is going to change, and everything will be OK, that SHE will be ok.
How big a deal is this?
Perhaps I am making something out of nothing. I do that a lot.
Stop all the World Now
Montreal was fantastic! I must go back. The biodome was amazing, i hope all my pictures turned out.
I finally have Howie's new CD. It took them long enough to get it in. But now I am happy, and I have to say, not dissappointed. It's fantastic.
I have realized that the world is WAY too small. And that the theory "everybody knows everybody" that applies oh-too-well to PEI, also seems to apply for the entire world.
Culture can be scary, subways are fun, a lot can change in one month (in great ways), I want an orange monkey!
Pulling Strings
Guess who's going to Montreal??????? MEEEE and Amber.... Leaving Friday, back Sunday. Fast trip. Spending Saturday at the biodome, as it is a biology trip. But Saturday evening is free to be filled with whatever we please!! Watch Out Montreal!!
It was extreemly short notice, and amazing that we are going at all, as we jsut found out the spots opened this morning. But scheduals are fixed and the show will soon be on the road. I just hope i can get everything done before Friday. Minor details.
Polyurethane people live in the rain
Today I decided that time is moving too quickly. And now I am madly trying to catch up.. then i wonder, should I bother?
I ate the red ones last
When Maria is running on very little sleep (completely self inflicted) you don't tell her things that will upset her. On second thought, never tell Maria things that may upset her unless you have a good running start. People should know better then that. Moods are very unstable at the moment, stress level is high, and news like that upsets her. Especially since not one fucking person either thought she was mature enough and/or important enough to know what affects members of her close family. Don't let it happen again. It scared her.
. . . Even worse then not teling Maria is not informing her mother either.
CAN I HAVE A BITE OF THAT?
Muwhahahhaa, and WooHoo!!!! Look what I have now! New and improved. Thanks to silverorange and Mike for this great blog! Greatness will be soon to come.